My fairytale...

2007-08-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

So my dears...
everything have to come to an end.
Even to a blog...
This is my last entry here.
Its hard to let go of the past.
BUT.. we have to move on.
and maybe... just maybe..
the future ahead,
is much brighter than
our life currently.
so. this is the end of part one
of my life.
part 2 is already up.
i'll tag ur blogs soon
:)
Goodbye Sweetheart 14
hearty hearts

2007-08-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

thx to sara i have to do this

Write down the names of 20 people, with odd numbers as your opposite sex and even numbers as your same sex:
1. Faisal
2. Saralyn
3. Andi
4. Vanessa
5. Indra
6. Rabiah
7. Kian Hao
8. Reanne
9. Long Jun
10. Joanne
11. Didil
12. Faridah
13. Prakash
14. Suhaiza
15. Zul
16. Ayu (didil's gf)
17. Arif
18. Maisarah
19. Hafiz
20. Triana
** I jus typed down the names i thought of, so, please dun be sad if ur name is not here. =)

1. What do you think of number 6? [rabiah]
I LOVE HERRR. she's my bestie :)

2. If number 9 tells you that he/she likes you, what will you do? [Long Jun]
I'll laugh like shit. maybe even vomit blood. hahaha

3. Where does number 10 live? [Joanne]
Simei.. at the terraces there

4. Give 4 random facts about 5 [Indra]
-he's my bro
-loves nadiah
-loves MEE. hehe. nah LOVES MY FAMILY
-loves kit bashing

5. What if number 2 and number 7 are together? [Saralyn and Kian Hao]
hahahaha it will be like the cutest thing everrrr! heheheh

6. Why did you put number "1" as the first name? [faisal]
coz i heart him

7. Have you ever gone out with number 3?[Andi]
duh. he's my bro

8. If number 4 and 6 were to fall into the sea, which one will you save first?[Vanessa and Rabiah]
i love both of them too much to choose!!!

9. Do you prefer number 19 or number 17? [Arif and Hafiz]
Arif- he's my cuzzin
Hafiz- the fat boy who we bully in class. wait a minute.. HE BULLY MEEE.

10. Do you think that number 11 is cute? [Didil]
SOO CUTEE. hahah. he always make me laugh

11. What is number 20's favourite thing now? [Triana]
vests! haha im not sure actually.

12. What if number 18 and number 16 quarrel? [Mai and Ayu]
they don even noe each other?? hehehe

13. What can number 20 do? [Triana]
SING!!

14. How is number 13 and 15 related to you?[Prakash and zul]
MY FRIENDSS :)

15. What if number 12 and number 19 are together? [Faridah and Hafiz]
Dont think will happen. but if were to happen, i'll b like.. WTHH

16. Are number 17 and number 14 friends? [Suhaiza and Arif]
Nopes

17. Give the worst thing that number 2 and 3 done together. [Saralyn and andi]
they haven even met!

18. Is number 8 very excitable? [Reanne]
TOTALLY!!!

19. What do you find worst about number 15? [Zul]
HE BITE HIS NAILSSSSS

20. Do you always have fun with number 8? [Reanne]
YES

21. What is number 13's favourite colour? [Prakash]
i think BLACK. he must totally love pink. k maybe not.

22. Is number 11 single? [Didil]
NO he's in love with ayuuu

23. Have you ever fallen in love with number 1?
DUH UHH hahah not have ever. IS

24. Does number 4 have a blog? [Vanessa]
Nopes

25. How are number 12 and 14 related? [Suhaiza and Faridah]
They're Married. hahah and gave birth to me and rabiah. nahh. they're best friends!

26. Does number 16 like number 5? [Ayu and Indra]
Like him as a bro i guess

27. If number 7 and number 9 both like number 18, and number 18 comes to seek for your advice, who will you want number 18 to choose? [Kian Hao, Long Jun and Maisarah]
hahah nvr gonna happen but if were to happen, its totally up to her

28. Do you love number 10? [Joanne]
Totally!! she's one of my besties... :)

i shan't sabo anyone. feel free to do it if u want! :)
hearty hearts

2007-08-12T21:05:00.001+08:00

hurtful words. why does it hurt so much?
if you don't trust me, i cant make you.
i'm not worth your time and energy.
thats how you make me feel.
even though you stated otherwise.
you may just go ahead and find someone
else you'll be happy with.

This was taken a few weeks back.
i forgot to upload!!
i rmb that was the day i met them in the toilet.
and the toilet was slippery.
I NEARLY FELL.

hearty hearts

2007-08-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

and i just realised for the
past two nights i have been
wearing my red shirts and
track pants to sleep. NOT
COZ OF NATIONAL DAY. its
like SOO coincidental.
hahaha
so how did i celebrate our
nation's 42nd birthday?
celebrate it with dear,
sayang and her amie.
WE WATCHED FIREWORKS!!!
:)

that's the blue one!

and an orange one

you and i. we'll do wonders

the chinese couple and indian couple.

dont play play. he's MY MATBENG!

the day before i had
ISFUN presentation. all of
us were dressed up and all
that. well, all the girls look
good! guys. hmm NOT baD.
hahaha.

formal group photo!

informal??

KIAN HAO! MONKEY FACE

PSSTT i was taller than him tt day. muahaha

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2007-08-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

I guess you guys should know already what
this post is about. come on.. rmb.. every tues..
IS FINANCE CLASS. SOO>
WE CAMWHOREEE. hehe.

HAFIZ. look at that shirt. ITS MAN U

REANNE. and her PEACE sign.

KH and ERLY

PEACEEE

finally. i got a good pic of LJ

first time, he was listening.. and reanne still childish! :)

boredom!

someone act stress only...

wanted to act like some girl

my love will always stay in.. my heart

oh no. REANNE HAS TURNED EMO

reanne's lappy's back!

KH covered my face. :(

dear, love you! thx for the stories.
and being supportive for my 1st presentation! :)

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2007-08-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

PHEWW finish BPM!!!
look at our happy and satisfied faces!!
hahaha
wednesday is our presentation for ISFUN
and next monday is our presentation for BPM.
excitedd. but kinda feeling scared too.
haha.
look at the crazy pics we took!

\
really! she was in that cubicle!!

certified. CRAZY

Happy FACES!!!

REANNE AND OUR REPORT!

ERLY AND OUR REPORT!

KIAN HAO AND OUR REPORT. he's checking again and again.
SCARED LA!

LONG JUN ALL SET TO PASS IT UP!!

hengsin. SHY SHY. sheeshh

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2007-08-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

i met dear today.
we kinda fixed things.
and i'm glad we're back to
normal.

we hanged out till we didn
realise that i was actually late
to meet....
VANESSA AND JOANNE.
omgg i miss them soo much!

i took a few pics with them.
but i currently i only have 1.

2007-08-02T22:42:00.001+08:00

everytime i check my phone,
i keep on hoping its ur name appearing on the screen.

and sad to say this but..
everytime i check it...

its not you...

hearty hearts

2007-08-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

and sooo tuesday came and went..
as usual during finance we'd take pictures!
so FEAST ON ITTT

first up! HAFIZZ N REANNEE

2ndly.. sara hafiz reanne!!

KIAN HAOO. acting shy la. WATEVER

sleepinggg???

this girl was like so studious laaa

doesnt he look like a terrorist??

MEE. oh tts sara's finger. and tt effect
was thx to kian hao's moving hands. COOL RITEEE

i ALWAYS catch them taking weird photos! hahaha

as usual.. tt boy is up to no good!

dreaming of SOMEONE during financeee. hehe

so today was norm. ISFUN REPORT HAS BEEN SUBMITTED.
ANOTHER LOAD off my shoulders!! happiness!

random pics with sara!!

2007-07-31T12:31:00.000+08:00

on sat nite. we ate bone steak..
anddd... my uncle surprised my
dad by bringing him....

CHILLI CRABBBB.
so yummy.

sun afternoon, had project meeting.
met up with hengsin, reanne, kian hao,
long jun and wei ming at orchard library.
was cool. then we ate at YOSHI!

Long Jun AND Wei Ming

KIIANNN HAOOO. the chinese dude on the outside
but BLACK on the inside.

REANNE! N ERLY!!

yummmmyyy. met dear and he sent me
home.. reached ard 10pm !!

monday..
omgg. 2 projs gone!! 3 more to go!!WEEE.
hahah yesterday we actually finished
our System Analysis project!!
oh by the way i cried coz i was
stressed up. yes yes. childish!

look at the crowd!

yes hafiz, we know u're glad ur sas is done!

the printer again!

the BPM lab was like so hectic
with everyone screaming "i'm printing!"
"NO! i'm printing!" hahaha. so funny.
ask dear. he was there. muahaha.
we ate kfc. to so called celebrate
our 2nd month anniversary.
and we hang out.
to me that was the best hang out
period with him. :)
FAII I LOVE YOUU.

hearty heartss

2007-07-27T23:00:00.001+08:00

PARAMORE ROXX. thx to my
cuzzin raihana who intro-ed
me to them. enjoy!

2007-07-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

ohhh my goddd.
i cried for nearly like
2 hours. crazy shits.
YOU KNOW WHY???
of course not. thx to
my school com, my projects
were nearly gone. and i really
thought it was gone. so i cried
like hell. then my bro called
the computer technician dude.
and he said as long it can be
opened, it is safe for now.
sighhss. goshness.

THX saralyn for trying to calm
me down. haha. oh yaaa..
i'm so addicted to her miami
nights game on her handphone!
soo funn. hehehe.

OHH yess. today.. we finally
finished our basic business
finance project!! sighs!!

and i met dear today.
i know i've met him practically
every day this week... but today i
spent a few hours with him. usually
its just an hour.
I MISS HIM. BOO. haha
oh wells. i might meet him on mon.
looking forward to it!!

hearty hearts

2007-07-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

2nd MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

i fell sick. hahaha.
yess. well i didn't spend much time
with dear today though we were suppose to
celebrate it... well mainly coz i had
to finish my projects. Especially Finance.
tomorrow is the due date. goshness. CHIONG
ARR. hahaha. well yeah i had my CMSK test
on social gathering. and we had to talk about
the technology and its impact on our lives.
well, thanks to dear, i had a few ideas to
contribute. :) thx!

back to my sickness. haha.
i had a slight headache in the morning
which got pretty worse after a few hours.
maybe its because due to the lack of sleep
and the little amount of food i ate. i am hungry and
all that, but i didn't have the time to eat. maybe
its coz most of the breaks these days, i tend to
do my projects. ya. so when i finally ate my
brunch... it was abt 3 pm. after cmsk test the
migraine became worst. and fai came with panadols.
after eating one, the migraine was still overbearing.
i don't know why i was burping continuously. fai wanted
to make Reanne call my bro to fetch me. End up they
were arguing who's gonna call and say what. and when
i asked for the plastic coz i was gonna vomit, both of
them jus turned and look at me with their blur faces
and said "what?" and when the 2nd time i was about to say
plastic, i vomited all on the com lab floor! goshness.

crazy shits. but dear cleaned up my mess.i mean lierally!
and actually went to the girls toilet to help me wash
up a bit and made sure i was alright. finally,
he was the one who called my bro. My bro sent both
of us home.

Thx everyone for taking care of me! esp dear.
and my bro for fetching us.

hearty hearts

2007-07-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd month anniversary!
Quando, quando, quando

Tell me when will you be mine
Tell me quando quando quando
We can share a love divine
Please don't make me wait again

When will you say yes to me
Tell me quando quando quando
You mean happiness to me
Oh my love please tell me when

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Whoa lover tell me when
Oh darling tell me when
Oh come on tell me when
Yea tell me when

2007-07-25T14:48:00.001+08:00

i don't care what people say.
but i just wanna say this.

I HEART MY DADDY
I HEART MY MUMMY
I HEART MY BROTHERS
I HEART MY DARLINGGG
I HEART MY MAID
I HEART MY GRANDPARENTS
I HEART MY FAMILY
I HEART MY BEST FRIENDS
I HEART MY FRIENDS

no its not in sequence.
haha. im going crazy.

hearty hearts

2007-07-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

THE THURSDAY!
a few of k.mas aunties, friends,
mira and i were helping out around
the house.. decorating and all that..

we got kinda bored... hahaha

and yes... we were playing with the flowers

The Friday!
the Nikah day. in english.. hmm
how to say this.. its the official
day of the wedding. was suppose to
start at ard 7 p.m.. but the guys side
only came at like 8.45p.m...
finally get to meet ayu and talk to
her face to face! met darling at the
gate for awhile. hehe. and we had dinner.
hmm cik senik's cooking is uber niceee.

the 4 gals!

look at yaya! isn she adorable!

yani and erli

the 3 gals

baby and erli

2007-07-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

CRAZY IN SCHOOL!!!
heheheh. TOTALLY.
we usually take pics during
Finance when Mr Oh isn't looking
or during...
Business Process Management when
Ms Kang isn't looking! :)

Burst 1

Burst 2

Burst 3

Ohohoohoh

Me taking a pic of reanne taking a pic of her and hafiz!
hehe. see. BOREDOM

when i start to be evil to MR CHIU KIAN HAOOO

i'm quite sure he thinks im crazy

CUTE CHUA PEI PEI. :)

Dracula with "clorets" teeth! haha

hearty hearts

2007-07-11T22:43:00.001+08:00

the view from our favourite hang out place.
nice isnt it?

"ada cinta"
by acha and irwansyah.

Satu kata yang kunantikan..
Sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu.. mendengar bisikmu..

Nyanyikanlah kasih..
Senandung kata hatimu..
Sebab ku tak sanggup
Mengartikan getar ini..

Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu..

Reff:
Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
Padahal ia ada
Dalam rinai hujan
Dalam terang bulan
Juga dalam sedu sedan..

Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
Padahal yang terasa
Dalam rindu dendam..
Hening malam..
Cinta, terasa ada..

2007-07-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Dear, Saralyn and i had
cornetto ice cream 2 days ago.
promotion! 3 for $4.80.
haha at cheers!
dear: cookies and cream sweet dreams
Saralyn: chocoluv!
me: LOVE YOU BERRY MUCH
hahah i find it all so cute!
i wanted tiramissyou.:(
nvm haha. enjoy the pics!

random canwhore pic with sara in lab!

hearty hearts!

2007-07-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

as i was sitting by my balcony
last night while studying BBfin..
after the long lasting drought..
FINALLY. it rained. It was such a
blessing. Only God knows how happy
i was. haha.

i came to school today in such
a good mood thx to the nice windy and
cloudy weather. as the day goes by i
got quite moody. well.. i guess it is
due to the fact that i slept at abt 3 am
last night. too many things running
through my head..

i just realised today.. that i am uber
stressed up. I SUDDENLY REALISE THAT
NEARLY ALL MY PROJECTS WILL BE DUED
IN 3 WEEKS TIME. CRAZY SHITS. sighhs

and on wed i have a quiz. which i TOTALLY
have to do really well to pull my marks
up for BBfin!

after school just now. went tamp mall
with dear. watched... TRANSFORMERS.
coolness. i swear it was like.. WOAH!.
n like WOOOAAAH.. N LIKE WOOOOAAAAAHHHH.
hahahah. i think you guys should get the
idea. i totally enjoyed it. esp with...
DEAR! :)

hearty hearts

2007-07-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

KAKAK LIN's ENGAGEMENT PARTAYY.
haha. short. simple. sweet.
i loike. hahaha. :)

2007-07-07T11:52:00.001+08:00

WO HEN LEI!

hahaha. i was at the
stall till 3 am last nite.
came home bathed...
and i walk into my room and
realise how messy it was.
so i neaten things up before
i sleep.

and wen i finally fall asleep,
it was 5 am. goshness. i just
hope when a.an comes home, he
wont mess it up again.

yesterday, spend nearly 12
hours with dear. haha.
at abt 1.30 pm...
we were having fun comparing
our old report books.
played taitee. choosing
which food outlet to eat
for our next anni. and we
talked like a lot. hahaha.
at 4pm, i had to leave him
to meet saralyn at tamp mall.
she went shopping. i guess
i'm jus too fickle to actually
get anything that i wanted.
so i din buy anything except
....
a hairband. haha.

we then went to eat our
dinner and we were off to
the CSC meeting. we were late
though. felt kinda out of place.
haha. it ended one hour later..
saralyn was sad coz she had to
take a hour bus ride home.
so i made her happy by camwhoring.

and also.. i did the craziest thing
ever.....
showed her my old primary sch photos.
hahaha
and she said i was cute! ehh. not was!
STILL OK. haha.. kiddin la!

so i met up with dear again.
then abt 10 pm, he send me off.
watched ghost whisperer. until
didil called. asked me to come down
to the stall. he's kinda sick.
i saw the state of his skin!
omg.. he left early to go to
the hospital. hope he's
doing fine now.. ya so..
it was jus tanter a.in and i.
our business pretty good
last nite. :)

oh yes dear, THANK YOU
FOR HELPING OUT AT THE STALL
ON THURS NITE! muackiess.

p.s. i caught hafiz sleeping!
hahaha

hearty hearts

2007-07-07T11:43:00.000+08:00

OUR ONE MONTH ANNI CELEBRATION.
WHICH ENDED QUITE BADLY.
hahaha.

2007-07-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

what would you do...
if i were to tell you i love you?
what would you say...
if i say i can't stay?

what would you do...
to stop me from leaving you?
what would you say...
to make all my sadness go away?

what would you do...what would you say?
sighhs

hearty hearts

2007-07-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

Pass few nights i had this weird reoccuring dreams.
anyways, on friday, we went for breakfast lunch and
dinner together. we ate donuts from summerhouse.
only two was delicious. the summer cookie and the
white chocolate. can't wait to try the other donut shop
kecik was telling me about.

after that we ate at bedok corner. all the seafood. very
yummy. bumped into maimai. hahaha. anyways, dear's
appendix start to ache. i think he ate too much. end up
we went home. and my mum caught me talking to someone
downstairs. and she knows its him. she screamed at me
from outside the bathroom door. and she went back down
to look for him.

last night i found out i'm going australia for good next year.
along with k.yani. i don't know whether i should be happy
or sad. well i guess i should be thankful enough that my
parents are sending me off for my own good. they are
trying to help me achieve my dreams. i'm not fond of
australia much. why not london you may ask...
mama doesn't wanna leave papa alone. and papa in this
condition, does not want to go anywhere due to his chemo.

anyways, i miss dear so much. haha. i dunno when i will
be able to meet him once again. sighhss.

hearty hearts.
p.s. i'll post the pics of our celebration soon :)

2007-06-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

26th June 2007.

that explains everything..
he got me a rose.
the scent so sweet...

hearty hearts

2007-06-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

that smile of his
the curl of his hair
the scent of his perfume
Littlest things i remember of him

The laughter
the sadness
and all those times he screamed at me
when i did wrong..

despite the canings when i was young
never doubted he loved me all these while

Now, when he's leaving
i start to think back of all those times with him
how i wish i could relieve it again
and cherish every moment of it

we have to live our life to the fullest with lots of love
thanks to him, my life is filled with never ending love.
he is my papa.

hearty hearts

2007-06-18T10:51:00.000+08:00

i'm exhausted.
aching for sleep.
but all i get is just the
tears running down my cheeks.
the scene of him suffering
kept replaying in my head..
stop... stop... STOP.
i can't take it any longer.
it hurts. but i
gotta be strong for
him and the family.
when i gave him the
father's day
pressie last nite. i
nearly cried. he hugged it to
sleep. its an album..
filled with photos and fond
memories. inside, each of us
wrote a special note for him...

you know wats worse? we wont even
know whether there'll be
another father's day next year.
everyone asked me to continue
having hope for him. i do.
its jus that i
don want it
to be high hopes.
6 months is such a
short period of time. but its
good enough than nothing at all.
its jus that i can't bear watching
him suffer. i want him to share
the burden with me.
oh gosh...

hearty hearts

2007-06-15T23:20:00.001+08:00

there's only a word that can describe
my feelings today.

SAD.

cancer killed me.
cancer killed my bros.
cancer killed my mum.

coz the worst have already happened.
my dad is suffering from advanced
liver cancer.

i don't know how long more he'll live.
but all i know is that, when i found
out about the news, i know, i died.
life is so unfair.
i would rather suffer and have it.

from what the doctor said, there is no more
hope. my family and i have to be strong
for my dad. all of us couldn't stop crying.
i'm proud of my mum. for being so strong
and face it. my dad has yet to be told
about his condition. the hardest thing
for me was to walk in the room and act
as if nothing happened. i had to pull
myself together.

life is so unpredictable. i never thought
this would happen to my family.

hearty hearts

2007-06-15T10:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY VANESSA!!!!!!

sentosa!! hees. so FUN! well im burnt
hehe. oh wells but i had fun!
we had bennies! hehe
ok ok high! and we were like
SOOO BIMBOTIC! LOVE IT!
haha.
I MISS SPENDING TIME WITH ALL OF THEM!

erin n i got her a shirt.
"i'm the evil twin"

erin's shirt was
"i didn't do it, it was my evil twin"
hahaha.

anyways. papa hospitalised in ttsh.
rushed there after sentosa. they
suspect its colon cancer. but let's
just pray that its a suspicion and
not true. well today, he'll be going
for more tests to see whether it
is colon cancer.
something that i would like to complain..
dr ho, incharge of my dad is uber arrogant.
she talks to us like as if we don't know
wtf she was talking about. with her eyes
rolling here and there. BAD SERVICE.
while she was there talking to my mum
who works in ttsh, my aunt who is a nurse,
cherry and andi who used to work under
the lab in NUH. and me, well at least i know
my BIO, she tell us so rudely and arrogantly
how my dad is.
and i was uber tired. so i was VERY cranky.
i nearly screamed at her. oh wells.

hearty hearts

2007-06-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

for this entry, i got only
a few words to say

mothers shouldn't try to
run their daughter's life.

exes shouldn't say things
in a complicated way and
should jus be straight forward.
and stop being fickle.

current boyfriends... hmm...
i have nothing to say.

hearty hearts

2007-06-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

the final week of school before
term tests starts and 2 weeks of
holiday. goshness.

been sick for the past few days.
still not well. :( anyways. my
mum bumped into fai last wed.
how cool was that? haha.

in school, hafiz has become the
ogre. well, our dear baby sara has
turned into one too!

and WHO says that guys can't camwhore?
hahahah! KIAN HAO camwhores!
thx to meee! hahaha

reanne loves KH

"hafiz is sweet ass
reanne is crazy
saralyn is a baby
kian hao is kpo
erly is curly!"
ahahhaha

ErLy and SaRaLyN

Me and MY FAV COM!

this coming friday, my girlfren
is going to perth. gonna miss her
lots. mum has been planning to go
there soon.

jus finish watching shrek 3.
friggin hilarious!! hahaha. watched
with A.an, cherry and Ness.
haha. watched the 23.15 show.

surf's up!!!

me hugging capt jack sparrow! :)

me kissing capt jack sparrow. while he was drinking
ice lemon tea.

my darling gave me this! :)

2007-05-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

i jus love this song.
so relaxing. i can actually
imagine couples slow
dancing to this song.
it'll be played during
my cousin's wedding on
20th July 2007!

hearty hearts

2007-05-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

Its back to Monday.
And I’m sitting at this lab yet again.
I’m uber tired from the weekend.
My classmates are all playing some
game on their com. They jus got scolded
by the teacher for being noisy. Hahaha.
Goshness. I’m on imeem now.
3 hits that I’ve been listening to
From just now..

what goes around comes around!

Don't matter

the sweet escape.
and i was bored. so i chatted and play
games with my dear baby Saralyn! :)

OK that was like about.. 5 hours back.
haha.currently. listening to dashboard
confessional. i don't know why i am soo
addicted to their songs! Anyways, just
came home from watching the last of
pirates. goshness. its like the coolest
of the coolest movie ever. i cried...
coz.. I WON'T TELL YOU! :P
anyways, it was such a good movie. but
i couldn't stop critiquing how chow
yun fatt said "welcome to SINGAPORE".
sheesh. hahaha. yes, i watched with
darlingg. :) he sent me home.

ouh ya.. today last episode of the
chinese show. watched only the last
15 mins! sheesh. hahaha

hearty hearts
p.s. I LOVE WILL TURNER.
p.s.s. I LOVE JACK SPARROW TOO
p.s.s.s.? FAI LOVES CHOW YUN FATT

hehehehe

2007-05-27T01:50:00.000+08:00

saturday 26th may 2007.

a day that should be
written down in my book
of history records. why
u may ask. i won't tell
you here.

woke up late today.
went expo with darling.
hahaha. omg. i cant believe
he's MY darling. hahaha
anyways. ya. went for the
food fair. which was nothing
much really.. most of it was
non-halal. so wats the use.
but i bought this pomegranate
tea drink. kinda yummy?
haha. went to MPH book fair.
was so cheap laaa.

we headed off to simei.
bought ice chendol. which
kinda sucked. ate carrot cake!!
YUMMY. bought mai's pressie.
hahaha. we sat at the same
old void deck. when suddenly
he just asked me the question.
well. i said yes. :)
n we played sudoku for an hour.
and the rest of the times are
only known to both of us.
no one else need to know.:)

and sometimes, its best that
you should tell the other
person your true feelings
before it's too late.

hearty hearts

2007-05-26T03:55:00.000+08:00

new friends are made.
old ones are not forgotten.
missing them so much sucks big time.
but what to do... our lives seems to
be packed with so many activities
that we are not able to hang out like
we used to do.

i miss all my old friends. ssighhss.
one of the few reasons why i want to
rewind time.

it seems that you have found new ones
too. and i am not as important to you
anymore. its fine. i accept it. :)

thursday was the roleplay of cmsk.
it was uber hilarious looking at
each one of us trying to roleplay
people from all over the world.
well, i have to admit. they're all
very creative. i believe its thx to
reanne's hardwork that ours goes
smoothly.and well... the drawings
used for our posters were done by
my dearest 2nd bro. thx soo much.
one project down and 4 more to go.
SAS, ISFUN, BPM and BBfin.
goshness...

friday was such a bad day. all the
plans fai and i planned were cancelled.
thx to the sas project meeting. i guess
WAS kinda ALRIGHT. hmm stayed in
school till abt 6. went to take fai's
stuff and we headed to kfc to study.
yes. we studied. hahaha. he was studying
maths while i was studying basic business
finance. gosh. so many to cover.

for the past few days, i've been watching
the chinese show, "Mars vs Venus"...
i think its sooo dramatic. but oh wells.
i enjoy watching it. a touch of sadness,
comedy and romantic type of show.
nonetheless, some parts were quite exaggerating.
its good for those who seriously need
real help or advice in relationships.

ouh yes. this year, i will be celebrating
my birthday in Vietnam with Saralyn.
both of us have already signed up for
the CDS subject on Vietnam. We'll be
leaving on 1st of October! :)
at the same time i'm quite sad because
i won't be able to celebrate it with my
family.

apart from that i realise soon, May
will come to an end. June will come
and go too just like that. July! one
of the exciting months. why? its k. mas'
wedding. how exciting! :)
2007 is passing by so quickly, that i can't
believe its gonna be june already. K.yani
and family will be off to Perth soon.
hmm i kinda miss perth.

so im off to sleep now. its 4 am in the morn.
nites.

hearty hearts :)

2007-05-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

Monday!

school. was super tired.
and by the end of the day,
i had a friggin irritating
painful, MIGRAINE!! ughhh.
anyways. i enjoyed BPM the
most coz we played this game
called STOCK. its exactly like
monopoly.. but more challenging.
IT WAS UBER FUN! :)
yeah after that i had my migraine.
fai was sweet enough to bring me
panadols. thx muchies. :)
i stayed back.. did my CMSK
project which is dued this thurs..
stressness. ate so called "dinner"
with fai. only we both know wat we
had! hahaha. fickle mindedness.
ouh ya... camwhore!

boredom leads to this

and this (erly reanne siewling!)

sighhs

STOCK!

2007-05-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

Friday

it was the CCN day. hahaha
we sold our choc cornflakes,
choc cookies n reanne n gita
did their manicures. well i
found out we achieved profits.
well its not as much, but its
good enough.

collected the bouqet of flowers
for sara's mum then we were off to
harboufront. gossshhh. 65 takes
forever! yaa.. i had to carry the
flowers.

after wishing and sending sara off,
fai and i head to vivo. missed that
place a lot! well. we had fun with
the no. 8 ball. haha at toys r us.
hang out at the 3rd floor area.
saw a few hot caucasians. hehe.
went to the stall. helped my mummy.
and my aunt n cuz. reached home at 2.

saturday

woke up early. went vivo (again) to help
mai with her work. had to dress up at jester
n promoted HSBC. i saw so many cute kidss..
ahhh love them all. i was pretty dead beat
after the first hour. but i continued on
without giving up. hahahaha. saw some of
our friends. oh wells i enjoyed myself.
more caucasian hotties today!

went for the chalet at east coast. i had
tons of fun. esp the game when the apples
were tied on a string and we're suppose to
finish eating the apples with our partners.
the cutest couple was my parents laaa. hahaha
their apple kept falling so they kinda losed.
and the fahmi's friends couldn stop disturbing
me and k.yani. hahaha. woiits GF we were
suppose to talk laaa.wat happen?! ouh wait.
i had to leave. hahahha.
:
kk im sorry.:P

i'm happy that man u have won EPL.
muahaha.
:)

2007-05-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

spot the difference!

hahahaha

hafiz erli n reanne!

my cher n baby!
hehee

2007-05-15T11:43:00.000+08:00

IM TIRED. EXHAUSTED.
ARGGHHH.

with projects. studies...
been sleepin at an average of only 4-5
hours. thats tiring for me la. n finally
last nite i slept for 7 hours, i was still
pretty tired.

last friday i watched Spiderman 3. err.
SUX. its touching and all that but its
friggin dumb. compared to the first 2.

school school school. nothin much.
but MR n MRS Kian Hao is soo cute.
muahahaha. kk i shall stop disturbin.
:)

ouh ya wait till i show you guys Hafiz's
pic tryin to imitate my love. hahaha.
been going to Saralyn's house. baked
choc cornflakes. sooo yummyyy. haha
for CCN day.

hearty hearts people!

2007-05-10T14:13:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
sorry i took so long to update.
for the past few days i've been busy
with my assignments and projects. oh
wells! so maybe life is less complicated
than usual. but at times, it surprises me.
seeing that face of his, the sadness, got
me thinking. Had i affected him so much?
anyways... i counted the total number
of projects to be handed in in 12 weeks time.
6!!!!
craziness
stall been having a lot of problems. have been
wearing the amulet for 4 days now. seems
that they have no life disturbing my family.

2007-05-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

Wednesday

it was the launch of CT corner!
hehe. after school i went to
tm to change my ez link because
apparently the old one is already
expired. went with fai. my parents
called. asked me to go over to the
stall and help out. so fai and i
took 65 and explored the place.
had no idea which bus stop to stop!
haha. i stopped at the right one.
my bro fetched me from there.
i studied there. there were a lot of
customers and the funny thing was
that my parents were so KANCHIONG.
hahaha. my parents went home.
so A.in, didil and i took over
the stall. it was fun! went home
at 2 am. ughh dead beat!
weird things start to happen.

Thursday

i cleaned up the house. and was late
for my lecture for 10 mins. what made
it worst? it was raining.
i was like a walking zombie in school.
wasn't really paying much attention to
anyone who talked to me. met rabiah
at tamp mall and we looked for prak's
pressie. their one month anni on 5th!
we bought for him a stud. i think it
was pretty nice! there was a chocolate
sale at metro.. omgggg like super
tempting. fai sent me to the stall again.
weird things start to become worst.
i can't pretty much tell you here.
but its making me feel more pissed with
our competitor. why the hell are they
messing with my family. the three of us
took the night shift again. this time i
came home at 3 am. and watch half of V
for vendetta while doing the laundry till
5 am.

Friday

cancelled my plans to go out with Reanne
and Saralyn to Bugis. end up chilled with
fai at the 2nd playground. decided not to
open up the stall today. i went there for
awhile with Pops, A.an, Cherry and my uncles.
i wore my amulet just incase. had to place
salt around the stall. came home and watched
batman begins with my bros, cherry and zul.
talked to aynn on the phone.. came online
and slept at 4 am.

Saturday

woke up pretty late. K.mas fetched me and
we were off to buy lights, stove, basins..
ouh and addinu's birthday present. which
was a blue reebok bag. the party was great.
hanging out with my dear GF and my other
family members. talked to GF for soo long
by the corridor. n i met OPHELIA. HAHA.
she is addinu's classmate now. what are
the odds? hahaha. coolness. talked to her
awhile. went home to watch man u game.
HAH! they won! :P went esplanade to
fetch cherry's friend, shanara. she's super
funny. she's like the indian version of
teri hetcher. SERIOUSLY! and we had supper
at swensens. ate pizza. had milkshake.
and tons of ice cream. i hate my bro for
forcing me to eat all the time. this cute
philippinno waiter kept staring at me.
hahaha. my bro was crazy. wrote down my
no. with shanara's lipstick on the
serviette and was about to give it to
him when we found out he was off duty
already.hahaha. nope not a bit disappointed.
i believe in FATE. =) fell asleep in the
cab..

2007-05-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

omg. have u ever felt guilty for doin something
so enjoyable yet wrong?

anyways. monday was a blast. couldn wait for class
to end! hahah. i met my boo
after class. en we were late to meet prak n fai coz
we met aynn for awhile. gosh i miss all of them sooo
much. then we went tamp mall. fai sent me home :)
i had to peel garlic. haha gosh. my fingers smelled like garlic.
late at nite my family n i went to the geylang area...
to.. EAT DURIANSS. goshness. friggin delicious!!

DURIANSS

ErLy Boo

BPM

tuesday. bridal fair at expo. had to look for the photographer.
i cant wait for my k.mas wedding and a.an's wedding!
2 weddings coming up! sooo FUN! hehe
i just realise.. planning for a wedding is friggin hard.
n.. its really costly. n i saw a SHIM. in other words..
a dude who changed his sex to become a gal. gosh.
weirdness. i spent a total of 55 bucks today. i felt like
killing myself. haha. n i bot this cute elephant necklace
made in jamaica. coolness. i love it! ahaha. i met fai
awhile to pass princess hours cd. he lend me V for
vendetta and four brothers. cant wait to watch it!

hearty hearts.

i'm missing all my old friends..
the good times we spent together.

2007-04-29T17:07:00.000+08:00

thursday...
all of couldn't wait till the last class to end!
hahaha. met didil, fai and nini. en we studied
at the void deck at blk 104. i came home at
around 8 pm.

friday...
came to school for our SAS project. but
end up we went online and just surf the
net.then i met gita. and we were talking
about guy problems. you wouldn't wanna
know. it's too complicated. en i met boo
and we signed up for our respective ccas.
went to IT/AS canteen met up with prak,
fai, zul n some other dudes. haha. ey were
playing poker. fetched ain and ayu. then fai,
prak, boo and i went off to tamp. meet maisy
and then met up with ness at bugis.. walked
ard bugis street. ate at BKs walked ard bugis
again..then we went our separate ways. on
the way home in the train boo couldn't stop
worrying about her mum being in the same
train as us. said our goodbyes. fai and i walked
home from simei. hmm.. ey gave out free
starbucks drinks hehe. i din like it. passed to fai!
then we sat the void deck of one block at simei
and chatted and took pics. my mum called saying
that she wanted to fetch me and both of us quickly
walk to my house area. there was a wedding celebration
at one of the blocks in my estate. turns out my
grand aunt was cooking there. she saw me. told my mum
goshness. at nite talked to fai till late. dad was pestering
me to go down and help out. but was too tired.

Saturday..
morning. parents couldn't stop screaming
at me for being late!! they knew i take an hour
to get ready. so they should have woken me
up earlier! anyways. went to the canteen
at kaki bukit. checked out the place. and
i helped to clean up the stall. goshh i was
carryin this basket frm the floor when i realise
below it was a whole family of cockroaches!
DISGUSTING!!! yeah went home. A.an was
late as usual. went to expo for bridal fair with
him and cherry. then fai tagged along. was
kinda weird coz like he's the 1st guy friend
to go out with me and my bro. went back home
for awhile.. my bro changed and we were off
to esplanade. ate this kaya toast. very yummy!
hahaha. fai kept forcing me to eat. EVIL.
my 2nd cousin was performing. so cool. i liked
his songs. yeah n we rushed to bugis gas haus
coz my 2nd bro called and told me that he was
gonna perform in less than 10 mins. turns out
that there was gonna be a delay.. sheesh.
met abg mamat, kak ain, abg hairil, kak lin and
shahrin. a.an was hungry so we went to eat at his
fav food stall quite far from gas haus. we were
waitin for our food when my bro called again
saying that he really was gonna perform.
end up we ate our food in less than 5 mins
and rushed there. tiring! met nini, didil, busu boy
and cik yati. saw gita and ash inside.. ahaha.
they finally got together! hee. yeah.. n my bro
performed. though there was a few technical fault,
he did well! i love his "burning" song. soo nice.
well i had fun. then a.an and didil played pool.
after that we headed back home in a cab.
haha couldn't stop tickling fai all the way!
soo funny. was pretty dead beat by the time
i reached home!!

hearty hearts

2007-04-27T09:42:00.000+08:00

this song is irritatingly addictive

2007-04-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

WILL YOU

Will you be my fairytale?
And complete my world
Will you be my sunshine?
When darkness surrounds me
Will you be my key to happiness?
and save me from my miseries
Will you be mine for eternity?
till death do us part..
Will you be the one who will share my
joy and pain...
Who'll walk with me through the
rain...

Will you?

2007-04-25T16:26:00.000+08:00

monday was the start of school. haha.
and thats when we realise that our
class has 3 cliques alrd. hmm...
anyways, i realise that it is quite
stressful. one pimple growin on my forehead!!
sheesh. anyways. haha. lectures
are the only time wen i really pay attention.
most of the time i msg hmm someone...
hahaha. :) anyways. tuesday and wednesday
goes by smoothly. tuesday after classes
went opposite of tp to eat lunch with
half of the C186. fai fetched me frm e
bus stop en we sat at his void deck.
saw his bro n dad! gosh. yeah he had to
leave early. so i went home. today met k.yani.
she came to tp to do some research.
n my feet are aching coz of all the
blisters frm my white heels. which
reminds me. i need to buy more shoes.
someone is fetchin me frm sch today!
hehe.
:)

i cant possibly think of wat to say or
do abt the situation. i'm at a lost.
she still love you. i can't do anything to
change that fact. if only you had told me
earlier. gosh. last nite's talk made a
really huge impact on me. thank you for
telling me the truth.
oh wells, i admit i miss you

hearty hearts

2007-04-21T10:38:00.000+08:00

last day of orientation was quite oklarrr..
jus that there was the telematches all.
i was nominated as the assistant class rep.
i couldn't stop laughing. REALLY. ouh wells!
Kian Hao is the class rep. Joanne is the
treasurer. Reanne and Gita sabo-ed me la!
hahaha. received my matriculation card and
our class timetable. i wanted to go for jam
and hop. but i was super sticky and hot so
decided to head back home instead! chatted
with maimai n fai. hmm i played 13 games of
solitaire showdown with him. he won by 1 game.
:P. i was tired. tt is not an excuse! yaa..
n fai went to A.N.E. because he fell. soo
funny. he said he couldn't remember anything
much. but i'm happy enough because he remembers
his new 1st darling. ME. hahaha. he tricked me
into makin him to be my first darling. but either
way.. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE IS STILL MY LOVE.
how cliche. hahaha

2007-04-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

this entry is specially for my close friends.
who have been there for me all these while.
maybe to some it was a short period of time.
this is not a goodbye. even though our lives
will be different from now on. and we won't get
to see each other as much as before. i hope one
day we'll get to hang out like we always
did. i cherished every moment i spent with you
guys. i wanna thank u for being the greatest frens
who can never ever be replaced! i hope these
few words will be meaningful to u guys as it
is to me. i will always remember all of you.
n i love you guys. =)
i'm gonna miss u guys sooo muchhhhh :'(
sobss...

2007-04-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY

so i went for orientation.
hahaha. i loved my friends.
ey're friendly. reminds me of
my old friends. its a huge change
for me. 10 yrs in girls sch. n now
mix. a bit weird. but its nice!
hahaha. made frens with all the girls.
reanne.. gita.. siewling.. lizhen.. sarahlyn..
and a few more. i jus dunno how
to spell their name! e guys...
kian hao! hahaha he's super fun..
ouh n hafidz. yeah. coolness.
my class is C 186! n hmm. we had to
cheer a lot. oh ya. my class is filled
with chinese. only me n hafidz are like
e only malay. n gita is indian. haha.
ouh wells! its still fun.we learned the
traditional TP mass dance. super fun!
saw this cute guy. haha. not frm my
course lahahaha. ouh. e metal bar for
e towels fell on my head n hand. ya i got
a booboo.. its becoz of a stupid cockroach.
had nite trail.super hilarious. n scary too.
Gita was super scared la. haha. oh wells.
bumped into zul along the way. slept at
1.30 am.

THURSDAY

we woke up at 6.50. i din really sleep.
kept wakin up every hour.
wash up n had morning exercise.
zul was by e gallery whistling at me.
i shooed him anyways. hahaha.
yeah was super dead la. too tired.
had scavanger hunt all. en i met up
with ness n i bathed. en ate dinner
with ain n ness at macs tm. en bot
aynn's converse shoes. en ness n i left.
i felt sad. sayin goodbye all. coz... tt mite
b the last time i hang out with them.

2007-04-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY!

last nite. sneaked out of e
house to meet fai at e playgrd.
talked to him till 3 am. en went
home. morn came n we went to
pasir ris with kuachi. free cone
day for bens!! i ate choc fudge
brownie!! yummy!!! hahaha.
en we went to pasir ris park
for PICNIC! congrats to fai
who finally know wat picnic
is all about. hahaha. yeah. n
we ate my nasi goreng n ness'
chips n sandwiches. hahaha.
walked by e beach. en went
downtown east to eat more bens.
hahaha. yeah n i head home.
worrying abt tml! which is orientation!!

2007-04-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

MONDAY!

went to collect o's cert frm sacss
with e chi chis. n i felt like that
was e last time i will hang out with
them at starbucks. after all.. sch
is starting. yeah. n umm.
aynn broke up with fai.
e gals came over my house.
watched scary movie n played
rummy-o! hahah so fun!

2007-04-15T13:44:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY

went out with a.an. i was late. thx to mummy
who was like talkin abt... STUFF. anyways i
felt kinda touched and sad at e same time.
i nearly cried there. after letting it out to aynn.
i felt so much better. bumped into duckky.
was pretty shocked. hahaha. she got scandal
alrd. haha. anyways, went to borders.. en
to taka.. to heeren.. to ps.. to raffles city..
and back to ps again coz he forgot to go n
get materials frm spotlight! was super tired
walking. ouh. he got for me a bag. which cost
70 bucks. i think it looks kinda cool. oh wells.
its my sch bag. en we went to cherry's place.
ey were packing their stuff while i watch bring
it on. i dunno how many times i watched e movie.
hahaha. went home. datuk n nenek were
sleepin over. watched man u game. like uber
happy. hahha. 4-1!!! rooney ronaldo rooney
richardson. hahha. coolness.

2007-04-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

Friday

dunno wats with my dear parents these
days. getting more cranki-er each day.
i don't blame them. look at e daughter!
REBEL. for no reason. hahaha.
anyways. was supposed to sleep over
k.yani's house. but coz of MY parents...
so i went opp sch to meet boo and bev.
we talked and we opened up. i dunno
y i felt uber sad. i think it was jus me
pmsing. yeah. en bev had to leave.
prakkymann came. en e 3 of us head to
tamp and we met kuachi. half way
boo n prakkyymann had to leave.
so kuachi n i went.... IKEA!!!
hahah first time there. we were super
high. i got some ideas for a new
wardrobe. hehe. n she only cares
abt the bath towels and quilts.
yeah and i ate salmon salad. while she
had her SWEDISH MEATBALLS.

2007-04-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY~

went out with ness and jo to
town. watched 23 for free.
such an interesting show.
was sad coz i cudn predict.
which was good! hahaha.
super super fun. ness was
sick. haha! cudn stop sneezing!!
dunno how many packets
of tissue she finished! haha.
n was suppose to go for dance.
but din in e end. coz i know
boo wanted to spend time
with her prakkkyyymmmaannn.
hahahha
yeah so we walked ard A LOT.
en ness went for her ballet.
n i went home.

THURSDAY~

met a. an n k.yani.
went to eat lunch together at
raffles. en we shopped at orchard.
i bot a pair of shoes for $19.90 and
a white belt frm far east. of course,
e white belt was bot frm gf. THK U!
en we went bugis to look for her sch bag.
n we bumped into jaslyn, chu wen,
geraldine,SYY n beefy. n i found e
exact shoe i bot. and it was $15.
it was daylight robbery.
IM NOT HAPPY!
SHEESH. ya she got her bag.
n cudn stop disturbin me abt e shoe.
i totally had fun.. SIGHS. if only i
got more money. i swear i would
have bot a FEW other things. hehe.
ok ok.. fai fetched me frm simei.
n we bumped into eli.f's maid again.
i cudn stop laughing after that.
ouh n he bot for me strawberry
yogurt! haha. n.... strawberry choc!!
HOW SWEET! hahaha.
n prak owes me 3 strawberry yogurts.

moral of e story for e day. nvr buy stuff
frm far east. coz ey cheat people's money.
buy frm bugis street. better quality n
MUCH CHEAPER.

2007-04-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

2007-04-10T21:25:00.000+08:00

MONDAY~
went to watch the reaping
with boo prak n erm. haha.
it WASN SCARY. jus shocking.
hahaha. oh wells i had fun.
met up with ain n triana.
sat by macs went we bumped
into hong n chantelle. errr...
hhahaha. yeah then we went up
to e fourth floor and sat at
the gallery. found out our
band got bronze. i think its
really unfair. i think ey
did well!

TUESDAY~
went over to aynn's house.
it was so funn!! haha.
we watched entity. its
this indo show where they
actually reveal the faces of
the ghost and demons and those
kinda stuffs. i was scared
at first. but wen i saw the
face and all tt.. i wasn really
scard.. unless of course it
appears infrt of me! haha..
en went to aynn's room.
n i straightened our hair.
i brought my bro's fake gun
and we cam whored! hahaha.
at ard 5 triana came. n we
actually scared her with the
gun.. hahaha. oh wells! en
we post my letter, ate our
sushis.. drink our bubble tea.
n i head back home.
such an interesting day.

2007-04-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

She was leaving when she turn around
just to say goodbye. Suddenly, she
saw the sadness in his eyes. All she
could do was look back.

He doesn't know how much it hurts her
to see him like that... As both of
them turn away; they know they won't
look the same way. Time and fate has
changed their course. They walked away
leaving those precious memories behind.
Knowing that hopes on their love has
gone astray. He thinks she left him for
another lover. But to her it’s because
she saw his misery when she was with
him.

She wanted him to be happy. She
knows she can't give him happiness the
way the other could. She sacrificed her
happiness just for him. Isn’t that
a proof that she loves him?

2007-04-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

2007-04-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

thursday!

went out with my girlfren.
met her at dhoby ghaut.
went ps! we were suppose to go
to serangoon to collect her
paycheck. but it wasn ready so
we went straight to vivo.
we like cam whored! hahaha
hmm n i jus realised how much
i missed her! we cudn stop talking!
updatin each other on everythin
tt have happened in our lives.
we played with the water.
n i tried this caramel corn thingy.
super yummy. hahaha.
i still hate caramel in chocs. no
worries. ouh n we were addicted
to e girlfren song by avril.
friggin hilarious.
ouh wells! i got another DATE with
her next thurs! hahaha. yayness!

OUH! N CONGRATS TO
RABIAH AND PRAKASH!
5th April 2007!

2007-04-05T09:59:00.000+08:00

ytd was SYF for dear juniors.
hahaha. HAD TO WAKE UP AT 5am la!
yeah went to sac n do e make up
with rabiah, mai, aishah, jessica
n ayunni. so chaotic i tell u!
oh wells. went to watch them at NUS
UCC. i felt like crying coz ey
did really well! everyone was all
worried abt the results.

N OH WELLS. I JUS GOT THE NEWS!
THEY RECEIVED.........

GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

congratulations dearies!!! =)
coolness. ID got gold for 3 yrs!

2007-04-02T12:27:00.001+08:00

2007-04-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

harloe harloe

tuesday was papa's b'day.
went bugis to watch
mr beans. n we ate dinner
at sofra rest at shaw towers.
n i ate yaprak! hahaha
really yummy.

wed, went sun tannin with
jo n ness at melville park.
didil helped us in. i lost
my ipod. n didil found it
in the girls bathroom. i
made him go in there.
hahaha. was uber tired so
i went back home n sleep
instead of goin for ugama.

thurs, woke up with a swollen
left eye. found out tt actually
a mosquito bit me in e mid
of e nite. came over to aunt
awa's house and became a nanny
for a day coz mira was sick.

fri, met e 3 dudes and mai at
macs. played arcade for awhile.
en met erm opp sch. chatted with
all of em for awhile. en went for
dance. collected e jewelleries.
went to eat dinner with erm at
long johns. en met his frens,
ryan n fariz. after tt left em
n erm sent me all e way home.
thx so much.

sat, went for e henna makin
thingy. had to draw on like abt
20 pairs of hands. en went shoppin
wit ness n keisha. en met my eldest
bro. thx to ness, my bro forced
me 2 eat filet o fish burger.
yeah en went to cherry's house.
slack till like abt 9.30 after
e time machine movie. watched
man u game.. heee. 4-1.. :P

sun, slacked at home e whole day.
till e late afternoon i went to
ubi n looked for baby prams for
a.an's colleague. en after tt send
mum home. en we went west coast
ate dinner.. bot satay for mum.

oh wells. all i can say is tt
e whole week was a fun week.
filled with surprises!
ouh n aynn n i have finally
finished composing a song!
hahaha

2007-03-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

went to jo's house with
ain to print out her
enrollment stuffs. yeah
then went to walk ard
simei for awhile. went
home.. fai came over my
house. but oh wells. my
dad came home. and aynn
was panickin.. hmm cut
e story short, fai did
get out of my house without
gettin caught. en we had
a tiny picnic at e 2nd
playgrd. met rabiah n went
for her med check up en
e gals came over while
i change for my religious
class. rabiah saw me in a
scarf for e first time. she
thinks i look like my mum!
hehe. ya n i slipped n fell
in e kitchen coz it was slippery..
i got booboos on my leggies.
haha. well im limpin now.

2007-03-26T11:11:00.000+08:00

she looked backed,
she turns away..
she think abt the past.
and she wonders abt the future..
she hides her feelings behind that mask of hers.
but i know how she feels.
your frens says that you're over her.
but she's not. she's still aching deep inside.

i want her to be happy.
she acts as if she is.
she's still suffering..
i cant bear watchin her
endure all of this

2007-03-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

today
was boring!
but i had fun ard e evenin.
watch movies online.
wanted to eat durians but
mum decided not to.
sad!
hahaha.
but oh wells there was
people to entertain me.
erman==>crazy dude frm IMH
hahaha fine. I SHANT DISTURB
hahaha :)
he dared me to watch scary movies.
but all din load. haha!
hmm it was really humid.
n now.. its really windy!! yayness!

2007-03-24T02:33:00.000+08:00

Do you miss her? She misses you
She can’t turn away.
She tries her best but keeps on failing.
She continues running.
She’s glad that you are doing fine.
She watches you from afar.
She dreams of you every night.
If she were to disappear, would you notice?
Or would she just be an old worn out portrait
of memory for you to throw away?
She denies it but she thinks of you.
Tell me now whether you’re worth her time?
For all this while you push her away.

i pity her sometimes.
i told her to just forget.
but she's too stubborn to listen.

2007-03-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

today went out with jo
to far east. surprised
ness again. hehe. n en
went window shoppin..
en we went wisma.
fai was so sweet to
fetch me all e way frm
simei to my gate.
hahaha
THX SO MUCH.
sorry i had to push u
away at e bridge!
oh. eli f.'s maid saw
us. she was like smilin
at me like hintin tt she
knows he's my bf.
but duh he's not.
hahaha

2007-03-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

2007-03-21T10:35:00.000+08:00

ytd went for another job int.
at ngee ann city.
went with bets n jo.
met ness 4 awhile.
en we ate at Gelare at PS.
i received my enrollment package!
stress! haha. a lot of paper work.
can't wait for sch to start!
i'm missing my boo!!!

2007-03-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

ytd went over to didil's house.
went swimming with k.yani and mira.
didil came later sittin by e pool side
tryin his best to act emo.. HAHA
super funny.
hmm slept over his house.
watched JUON. stoopid idiot left
me watchin alone in e living room.
hhaha.. screamed most of e time.

slept super late after conf.
woke up at 7.30.. ain was suppose
to go swimmin. but coz it rained..
so end up meetin her at e bus stop
at abt 10+. went to eat macs breakfast!
yum yum. met prak. i had so much fun.
we went window shoppin.. n played
arcade!! i won daytona 2 times in a row! :P
hehe... en we played some shootin game.
ain n i cudn stop screamin coz of e
zombie like attackin prak! hahaha..
wanted to take neoprints after tt.
BUT SOMEONE DIN WAN TO.
n tt someone is PRAK.
hahahaha.
oh wells after tt ain came over.
i totally had fun today! :)
oo yeah.. prak loves barney!

told u so!

chuppa chups club!!

BABUCHI NANACHI

CHILDISH!!!

2007-03-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

here's e thing.
im grounded for a week.
i think. i dunno.
anyways. here's another thing.
I'M WORTHLESS.

2007-03-16T11:36:00.001+08:00

2007-03-16T11:23:00.000+08:00

FRIDAYS SUX.
hahaha. im bored every friday.
im staying home e whole day today!
since e whole week i've been out.

hmm ytd went out with abg an n jo
for lunch at some turkish rest.
after that we went to watch
storm e yard. abg an left for
his meetin n e both of us went
window shoppin at far east.
by the time i reached simei mrt,
it was 7.05. i sprinted all e way
home frm my gate.

anyways now i'm watchin my 0c
season 4. makin myself happy.
so u guys wont have to worry.
i realised this season, its
really depressing..

p.s. nor, seriously. rabiah doesn wanna
go out with u. so make our lives easier,
LEAVE. at LEAST try to make my life easier.
thank you.

2007-03-15T11:11:00.000+08:00

2007-03-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

STATE OF GUILT

TRIANA'S BIRTHDAY.
hahah we took a lot of pics.
we look spastic. GOSH.
bumped into prak n rabiah
at white sands. change of
plans, end up going to
ain's block. celebratd there.
en we went 2 bedok corner.
bumped into my NENEK a.k.a.
Mai! everytime i go there,
i bump into her! haah!
yeah.. n e food was gd..
forced triana to eat a lot!
en we went tamp mall for
awhile. went to a few places.
en we went home.

2007-03-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

i promised my self to stop running away.
but i have no choice to go against it
coz it'll get worst.it mite take a day
or as long as weeks.for i chose to let
it go. coz there is no hope ahead.
today, i felt my life was sucked out
of my body. i jus hope i'll feel
better for triana's birthday party
later.
im sorry for doin this, fluz.

happy white valentine everyone.

2007-03-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

congrats to prak n rabiah!
hahahaha.
im like so happy for both of u.
at least i can call u lovebirds also.
hmm today.. baked cookies at ain's place.
tml is triana's birthday!
en met vanessa... we watched music and lyrics.
such a feel good movie.
sighs... hilarious. romantic. hahaha!
the new song for my blog is frm e movie.
heheh!

way back into love

haley:
I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, I just cant seem to move on

Hugh:
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just incase I ever need them again someday
I've been sitting aside time,
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

chorus
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to again
I guess Im hopin youll be there for me in the end

Haley:
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
Theres got to be something for my soul somewhere

Hugh:
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

Chrous

Haley:
There are moments that I dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

Chorus

2007-03-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

SYF CAMP!
we din go for lunch. instead we
danced our old song! hehe..
erm.. a vid of crazy kiyare dance.
front row far n erli! back row
rabiah n nadia!
choreographed by My Nadie Pooh, My
Boo n me!
we did a lot of mistakes.. hehe :)

2007-03-09T10:31:00.000+08:00

if you wouldn't have mattered,
i wouldn't have cared.
i love u my sis. seriously.

in life we can nvr make everyone
happy. people change.. i admit
tt i have.

if i turn back to who i used to b,
will evryone be happy then?
i feel so guilty rite now.
i dun wanna lose our frenship
because of this.

why cant everyone be like my bros.
who jus accept me for the way i am?
mayb its e fact tt ey are my real
family. ey have no choice but to
accept.

my bro made my day, by sayin,
"no matter wat, ur my sis,
i love you."

last nite i met fai n zul.
we hang out at my playgrd.
its been awhile since i've
seen zul. n i jus realise
how childish guys can be.
tt made my day too.
hahaha. ouh ya how did i
get pass my parents? my
2nd bro helped me! :)

2007-03-07T23:19:00.001+08:00

today, went for dance.
i din have e mood to teach.
somehow these days, i have
no mood for anythin anymore.
hmm. ms chua checked up on
em today. n sue far boo n i
took pics. hahaha. crappy ones.
its cute la.

2007-03-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

all those letters to him.
ain fai prak n boo helped me
to burn all of it.

today went tamp mall with prak n boo.
en went to aynn's playgrd. super
fun. hahaha. prak with his cat.
ain with her horse. damn funny la.
fai like a ghost. boo n i looked
super spastic! hahahha

2007-03-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

these past few days, people i know
came up to me and said to me,
"Erlianna you have changed"
not look wise i guess. but seriously
more of the characteristic wise.
i sometimes miss the old me.
but you know tt we can't possibly
change back. so many things tt
i've been thru made me who i am
today. maybe there are the bad
points to it but im tryin to
accept my new self.
N as much as you don't like it,
i hope you start accepting it too.
i'm sorry. i know you care.

2007-03-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

usted puede pensar que no tengo
gusto de usted más, sino que
todavía lo hago. fluz, falto
usted y tengo gusto de usted

n i wont translate it!
:P

hmm n gd charlotte got a new album.
finally after so long i get 2 see my
billy martin again!
hahaha. i dun like his new hairstyle!
like so flat.
oh i got a new crush. MIKEY WAY frm MCR.
hehe. so cute!

2007-03-05T11:09:00.000+08:00

i kept forgettin to post this on my blog!
Erin drew the three of us! hahaha
thx rin!
its kinda obvious who is who!
but im jus gonna tell u anyways.
frm left to right.
vanessa erin erlianna

2007-03-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

here's the thing.
its good to have people ard u to
make u laugh! hahha. esp wen u're
down. like the whole nite.. actually
after midnight.. fai n zul totally
cheered me up. if u jus c wat they
type on my tagboard.. gosh! haha.
its lame.. BUT i felt good after
tt! haha.
there were so many characters.
frm jennifer <3 hewitt to pokemon
characters.. n even MY billy martin
n cristiano ronaldo was there!
hahaha.

2007-03-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

they love me i know.
they say it and i believe it.
its jus how i felt at tt moment.
so don judge them by wat i jus said.
but oso knowin tt ey brot me up all this
while. takin care of me everytime ey had
e chance to. sometimes i blame them for
not being there. but seriously, i know
ey care. i dun need sympathy frm anyone.
so pls don judge me like tt.
maybe i am wrong to write this here.
but after all it is a so called diary.
yes maybe a public one.
i never said nobody loves me.
i know someone in this world like my
family n frens love me.

2007-03-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

You left me alone with e maid since I was young.
Suddenly you come to me,
wanting to know me just like that.
Have you thought of all e loneliness I’ve been thru?
You said you cared that’s why you weren’t there.
To me it doesn’t matter anymore.
coz i've grown to be independant without u.
i've tried to be the perfect daughter.
understand everyone's needs and feelings.
do everything you say.
all those high expectations.
i gave my best shot.
and when i din achieve it,
u jus blame it on me.
you don't realise how much u mean to me.
maybe i don't say those 3 words like i used to.
but i still do mean it.
i just can't say it anymore.
somehow i restrict myself. and i am sorry.

2007-02-28T19:46:00.000+08:00

last nite, i hated u for 9 hrs.
n im sorry. i just realise tt i shudn b
gullible to other people's words.
i know your hurt. im sorry.
n i misinterpreted e whole thing.
i dunno wat else to say.
i dun hate u. i was jus angry.
i doubt u'll talk to me now, but its
fine.

today i went to watch norbit! with
ness n e lovebirds. hahaha.
freakin funny!
after tt we met up with boo n prak!
hmm ness went for dance.. boo went for dance..
prak sent her off.. i went for a job
int at serangoon. i was happy actually.
hmm i did it! haha.
but now im feelin guilty. well jus
coz of e top part. i've not been a gd fren.
:(

2007-02-27T11:41:00.000+08:00

wat do u do on a boring monday afternoon?
hahha.
i met up with e lovebirds a.k.a fai n aynn
ate lunch at alfiah. n we played at e
playgrd.. hehe.. fun u know!
met boo after tt.. n i had to rush off for
religious classes!

hmm fai look at aynn.. aynn look at me.. hmm

LOVEBIRDS!

tts wat i always do. LOOK AWAY!

captain FAI

AYNN STUCK IN JAIL!

2007-02-26T12:03:00.000+08:00

found out ytd tt i'm not goin indo.
suddenly mum tot of e dangers
of me contracting some malaria
infection. anyways. happy i guess.

mum is gonna allow me to work?
so its kinda gd.

oh yes. break ups SUX.
mine was a long time ago,
so it doesn really matter to me now?
for those who jus broke up..
esp u, u know who u r..
i'm here darl, i'll always be here for u.
its up to u to wait. i jus don wan u 2
get hurt again. IT SUX LIKE HELL.
pls stop crying yar? *hugs*

2007-02-25T09:49:00.000+08:00

shared with mai n boo to buy flowers for my darls.
hmm i think its e last time for me to go for dance.
sad..
leaving this wed to Jakarta for a week or 2.
i'll think abt tt.. maybe stay all e way to e 30th.
so practically it'll b a month..

was reading thru old messages. i realised we dun msg
like we used to. n i miss those old messages.
sighs...
a wise man told me to not dwell on e past.. but to look
forward towards the future. coz its brighter.

hmm... maybe..

2007-02-21T22:23:00.001+08:00

gdbye zul. gdbye dinu.

2007-02-21T10:47:00.000+08:00

hmm happy belated chinese new yr!

e whole 3 days of hols were super fun!
hehe

Sunday
we went to pasir ris beach.
picnic with Mak ngah's family, Aunt awa's
family, Mak juju's family, my grandparents!
hmm it was super funny. esp wen we were
playing captains ball! first leg was e Gals vs
e Guys. My bro was such a traitor coz we
made a deal if he were to b in my team, i'll
pay for e next lunch! he end up siding with e
guys. oh wells! didil n dinu helped us anyways!
oh yeah i stepped on abg an's leg!! haha. he was
cryin n laughing at e same time! hmm e guys
won la! haha.. 2nd leg was e east vs e west!
hahaha. don rmb hu won though. after tt we
ate.. n played e swing.. oh yeah i ate bbq
marshmallow! i missed it sooo much!haha..
K.yani, Abg an, Didil n i sat by e breakwater
n we were singin emo songs! hahaha..
we named ourselves, ASS Club 4! hahaha
lame! hmm after tt ey played basketball.
was too tired to join. plus, im no basketball
player! Aunt awa's family slept over my house!
by e time we reached home, it was 2 am.
we slept at 3!

Monday
we woke up at 9. all of us were like walking
zombies goin to east coast! hahaha.. we
picnicked again.. this time we swam! it rained
at abt 12 pm. so we continue swimmin! no sun
burnt! yayness! hahaha. after tt we took a shower
n we ate lunch/tea. n we went to bedok jetty..
there was this young boy who caught so many
small fishes. so cute! hahaha. en we went over
to Mak Ngah's house, and we swam at e swimming
pool! we ate dinner after tt n we left for bowling.
i beat my aunties! hahaha. after tt we went to
beach road for supper! i came home at abt midnite..
CHERRY WAS HOME! was super happy to meet her!
hahaha. chatted with her for awhile coz fai was
online, waiting for my arrival! hahaha. hmm no la
he was actually tryin to stay awake.. hmm 4.. AIN!
haha.. i slept at abt 4 am!

Tuesday
woke up at 10 am. decided to meet up with ain n fai.
went with cherry to e istana! hmm first time meetin
SALLY. hahaha. so irritatin! hahaha pushed triana
while takin a pic! all of us were fallin! hahaha.
yeah we took lots of pics! hmm bumped into K.nad
n her family. coz mariah n e rest of cb was performing.
her mother was so cute! hahah. en we went to e istana.
nothin really.. but it was nice. took more pics..
en we ate at secret recipe! i think it is becoz of e food
tt i fell sick. ain n fai left. cherry n i went to spotlight.
en we went to this fashion. en we went home. stopped
at simei. hoping tt e bubble tea shop was open, but it
wasn.. n en i realised i forgot to bring my gate card..
so we ended up walking one big round. by e time i reach
home, i was alrd dead beat. abg an ordered pizza. it was
ok. n i conf with fai, ain n zul till 3 am.. in between
dinu called to settle some things.. well. its over.

2007-02-17T18:18:00.001+08:00

my dear, we have to move on

the indo song i just put up on my
blog r for my frens who are in
their lovesick moments missing
their so called loved ones.. esp
Prak, Ain and Fai...
oh yes for abg an who misses monkey
poo a.k.a. cherry!
hehehe

lihat awan di sana
berarak mengikuti ku
pasti dia pun tahu

ingin aku lewati
lembah hidup yg tak indah
namun harus ku jalani

reff:
berdua denganmu
pasti lebih baik
aku yakin itu

bila sendiri
hati bagai langit
berselimut kabut

berdua denganmu

lihat awan di sana
berarak mengikuti
pasti dia pun tahu

ingin aku lewati
lembah hidup yg tak indah
namun harus ku jalani

repeat reff

2007-02-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

i'm running away.
frm e hurt.
frm e feelings i just choose to avoid.
i dun wanna fall.
i'll jus break into pieces yet again.

today i went lunch with abg an.
he was freakin late!
went to get abg in's pressie.
e 130 bucks batman.
got for mama e parker pen!
ate at ramen ten.
yummy!
went vivo to watch ghost rider.
free ticks frm my uncle!
he got for me a zara top!
woah. so happy.
went topshop.. hmmm...
hahaha..

to dearest fai,
ur e best understanding guy fren
anyone can ever have n my bro!
hahaha. i heart u!
i went out with my uncle la!!
p.s. ain i heart him as a bro. dun get jealous ya!
hahaha

2007-02-15T10:21:00.001+08:00

i jus wanna say this..

STOP ME FROM FALLING.

2007-02-14T20:44:00.001+08:00

2007-02-14T19:57:00.000+08:00

happy valentines day!!

on e 13th i was at home rushin doin
e wrappin n card b4 my parents came home!

hmm.. was late. zul waited for
me at simei mrt. i rushed there
frm religious class! haha..
met e rest at tanah merah. en we left
to vivo city! hmm took tons of pics.
was suppose 2 watch a movie..
end up eating lunch at bks.

hmm zul belanja me! thx so much.
en we went to sit by e stairs.
took more pics.. en played at e water area.
so funny la ey all.. e guys had a race! haha..
prak gave up half way. haha..
en we sat inside..

opened presents.. fai got for ain chocs n a
pendant. ain got for fai a bracelet, chocs n
cookies! prak got for boo choc n earrings.
boo got for prak chocs! zul got for me a
bear which i named ZEE.. haha n i got for him
e zippo as a birthday present plus vday.
after tt we walked ard. en went home.
i had a nice v day today. thx everyone.
esp zul.
on e way home i met frippiat. she gave
me a red rose. how sweet of her..

2007-02-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

u guys shud seriously check this out
its freaking hilarious!
http://www.happeepill.com/cartoons/enjetsemut/enjet.htm